Journal Entry #26

Today I'm a little stressed and thinking a lot because I have an abdominal ultrasound today at 3:45 to check out why my stomachs bleeding internally.. I'm worried there going to tell me they cant find out whats wrong or that they found something very severe and ill have to go in for surgery. And that's already on the table, they think i might have gallbladder disease and need to have it removed. They know for sure that my gallbladder is causing my acid reflex but they don't know why I'm in pain all day everyday and have no appetite and am bleeding internally. But that's not the worst.. i cant eat or drink anything until after my appointment. no eating I'm fine with because i normally cant or don't want to anyways but not even being able to drink water suck because I'm super thirsty right now. ):