What is your earliest memory?

My earliest memory is finding out that something is really wrong with my Liver. Not knowing from what, I have to get a scope down my throat with a camera on it too look inside and I'm going to be put under for that.. not a huge procedure but still a little nerve racking. Especially knowing that i know nothing about it or how small or severe it is or if i have to get a transplant. that would be the biggest scary thing for me ever.! Doctors say it could be my Liver and/or have Ulcers.. 

Do you have any pets? Do you want them?

yes i have pets.. I have two dogs, Achilles and Titan. Titan is my favorite because if you put your hand into a gun shape form and say "BOOM" he'll start barking like crazy and chase after you until you say "heel". i also have a cat named zuke.. shes kinda a slut because she keeps getting pregnant.

How was you Thanksgiving weekend? What did you do?

my Thanksgiving weekend was pretty good. I ended up staying home with my brother and mom making a small turkey for the three of us because my brother is on house arrest so we didn't want to leave him alone on Thanksgiving. Family friends that live next door stopped by to say hi and spend a little bit with us since the rest of our family didn't. Friday i went to Glendale Glitters with my boyfriend and his family because his dad is a dancing dad for the phoenix suns and they were dancing there. The rest of the weekend i hung out with friends and my brother.. keeping him company while hes stuck inside the house for another few weeks.

What are you thankful for?

i am thankful for my friends and family. Im also thankful for our own house after living with friends and family while we struggled and im thankful they were there for us when we really need someone.

Journal Entry #26

Today I'm a little stressed and thinking a lot because I have an abdominal ultrasound today at 3:45 to check out why my stomachs bleeding internally.. I'm worried there going to tell me they cant find out whats wrong or that they found something very severe and ill have to go in for surgery. And that's already on the table, they think i might have gallbladder disease and need to have it removed. They know for sure that my gallbladder is causing my acid reflex but they don't know why I'm in pain all day everyday and have no appetite and am bleeding internally. But that's not the worst.. i cant eat or drink anything until after my appointment. no eating I'm fine with because i normally cant or don't want to anyways but not even being able to drink water suck because I'm super thirsty right now. ):

Whats the best part of Thanksgiving?

The best part of Thanksgiving is seeing and spending time with family. I get to see all my aunts,uncles,cousins that i normally i don't get to see because of them living out of state.

If you had 1 million dollars, how would you spend it ?

If i had 1 million dollars I would buy my mom her own house and make sure its all paid off so she doesnt ever have to worry about a bill again. Then i would buy my brother and I our own trucks and i'd move out and go live on my own.

Journal Entry #25

today has not been that great of a day. I'm in a lot of pain and very tired and stressed. Yesterday i went to the  doctor again because my stomach problems haven't gotten any better they've just gotten worse. I'm a little mad because yesterdays visit was the exact same as the one from the last time ... just felt my stomach and sent me home with more medicine. I want to know exactly whats wrong.. I'm not a guessing game.. this is my life that I'm putting in my doctors hands.. i don't pay and go to him to play around and guess what might be wrong, i pay him to do tests and treat my problems . so now i have to go threw all the x-rays,ultrasounds, and blood tests to find out whats wrong. looks like i got on a very bumpy roller coaster that i don't think I'm ready for.

Tell me about your experience writing your letter to your teachers.

i didnt really have an experience writing it... i just wrote it.

letter to teachers

Each year we get new teachers, which means we take another risk of getting one who doesn't care about us. For the most part, I can learn a lot more smoothly from those who care. Those types of teachers spend extra time to make sure you get the most of the class in a way they know we will understand easier. I think a good teacher will give us a test that challenges us, but not makes us shut down. They can do this by helping us prepare for test during class. Homework is one of the easiest ways to keep a good grade, but a lot of the time, students including myself sometimes are too lazy to do it. My life outside of school is manageable. I do have a job which takes up a lot of my time, but I always have enough time to do things for school; even though sometimes I choose not to spend the time on that. During class, I like to do stuff involving a group so we can become social able, which helps for the future when we get into the real world. Working helps with that because I socialize with different people all the time.

What do you like about yourself?

What i like about myself is that im funny and i can get along with anybody

What was one of the major points of ken robinsons talk?

Kids wanting to learn and not feel like their just on a conveyer belt .

Describe your experience with the GIF project

. i would like to have more assignments that would be put into a little clip art like that again. it was reallly easy for me and i had fun doing it.

Animation #1

Journal Entry #24

Today is my boyfriends birthday and after school my mom is picking me up to go get presents .

Journal Entry #24

Today is an okay day.. Ive been thinking about yesterday(my birthday) and how it just didn't even seem like my birthday. It was just an odd weird day for me and i didn't even get to celebrate it yesterday so that made it seem more like not my birthday. i only got a candle and a calender from my mom and some flowers from my boyfriend but soon ill be getting an iPod and a huge surprise from my boyfriend.

Journal Entry #23

Today is my birthday so today is the best ever.. my most favorite holiday thats all about me. ((: zac just gave me a dollar that says happy birthday melody so that means that every one will see my name lol!!

If you could change one thing in the world,what would it be?

all the dumb choices I've made in my life i want to re make those choices and learn from all the dumb mistakes i did because of those choices. I went down the wrong path in life and i wish i could change that.

TED #4

1). Who gave the talk and what does the person do?
           - Julia Sweeney;

2). Write a brief summary of the talk.
            - she talked about giving her 8 year old daughter "the talk"

3). Did the talk change the way you see the world.?
          - no,

If you had to chose between living forever and an unlimited supply of money, which would you want?

 I would chose an unlimited supply of money because that way i would make my life time an enjoyable one with no struggles and happiness . If i chose unlimited life time i could have a horrible miserable life with tons of struggles .

Tic Tac Toe

Journal Entry #22

Today is a half day!!! WHOOOP WHOOOP !! im so excited for today and i ihave a Halloween party to go to tonight with my boyfriend... Imma dress up as a bumble bee and my boyfriends either going to be a bum or a gangsta.

Journal #21

I thought today would be a lot better day than yesterday but its not because my boyfriend had to start an argument this morning and keep it going till before this class. Because of him i ended up hitting my head real really hard on the wall but not on purpose of course. He keeps making me stress more and more and i have so much stuff going on I'm making myself sick from stress. I think its time for a vacation to Hawaii by myself with sexy men every where catering me to my wants and needs next to the ocean on a beach on a nice day. sounds non stressful to me!!

Journal Entry #20

I hate tuesdays.. only reason why......S.E.T. I cant stand S.E.T it screws up the whole day for me and not only that but i woke up this morning throwing up.. I dont know if its from my mom who has the flu or my bleeding olsars.. But whatever it is needs to GO AWAY!! I'm tired of being sick all the time, i just wanna be able to go a day not feeling sick or being in pain. Boyfriend has a dentist appointment at 2:15 so that means hes getting checked out early so i have to ride his bus alone to his house and wait for him to come home.

Journal Entry #19

This weekend was okay.. I got to see my uncle who lives in South Carolina because he came down here for my grandpa who has colon cancer and is having surgery today. But as i was seeing my Uncle my other grandpa who is also sick feel and couldn't get back up. I saw my grandma break down for the first time because she doesn't know what to do with my grandpa anymore.. its either cancer one after another or him falling. I hope my grandpa is okay and my other grandpa goes through his surgery okay.

Journal Entry #18

Today has not been a great day. My boyfriend and I got in a huge fight for the first time this morning. It was really sad but everything is kinda okay between us right now. It doesnt help when you wake up throwing up and feeling sick to everything you eat then to go to your boyfriends and get in a huge fight with a massive headache. It's not the best and it makes you more irritable and angry. Hope tomorrow will be a better half day

Journal Entry #17

Today has been an okay day... very relaxing. Wore my sweatpants and comfy shoes. Today has been my lazy day, no stress, no drama, no nothing.

Journal Entry #16

Today has been an okay day.. Except one of my boyfriends "friends" sat next to us at lunch and me and him don't get along at all.. its like putting a dog and a cat in the same room. Then i spilled my drink all over my food before i even was able to take a bite so I'm starving. But after school im going to go watch horrible bosses .. its super funny.

Journal Entry #15

This weekend was really fun!  I got to finally spend time with my mom after being gone for about a week and a half and then yesterday my boyfriend and his family invited me to a BBQ at their house and help decorate for Halloween!! I haven't been able to decorate anything for Halloween since i was 10 years old. So being able to do that again was a lot of fun. I love his family because they ask me to do things with them as a family and that's nice because its just me and my mom and we don't do much anymore together or even as a family.. I'm glad i can call my boyfriends family my own.

What is the defintion for success to you?

Success means to me to do great or achieve a goal or anything your doing. to do great in anything you do.

Yearbook assignment

Journal Entry #14

Today is an amazing day so far. I woke up kinda cranky because i was really tired from all the driving the other day from California.. it took 13 hours both ways. But anyways today is mine and my boyfriends five months and everything is going good.. no arguing or drama.

How do I feel about "occupy wall street"

I feel like they shouldn't have gotten arrested and they have the right to protest..The government is promising things for us that there not actually giving us.. in other words there not keeping their words and people are starting to get mad.

If you died tomorrow, what would you want people to remember about you?

I would want people to remember me about me being nice to others and funny . People could think whatever they want about me if i died i would just hope they would remember nice things about me.

Journal Entry #13

Today has not been that great of a day... a lot of drama and immaturity happening around me today and everybody is just irritating me. I cant explain why and I don't like it, it seems like every time someone says one wrong thing to me I'm automatically mad or upset. I hate days like these.. the days i just feel like curling up into a ball and sleeping all day and not have any interaction with any human being... but we all no you can never get a day like that.

TED #3

WHO? :
        -Freeman Dyson 

WHAT ABOUT?:
       -looking for life in outer solar system

WHAT DID YOU LEARN?:
       -That not only should we be looking at mars for life but other places in the solar system like Europa. It has a huge flat layer of ice and their thinking that there could be a huge deep ocean down there but we dont quite have the technology to do it.

Journal Entry #12

Yesterday was a really good day. It finally was filled with happiness and laughter which i haven't had for awhile. and I'm also getting super excited for this upcoming weekend because I'm going to California with my boyfriend and his family. Were going to go to the haunted jail that's on that island, that I'm creeped out for. but not much has happened this past week so i really have nothing to write about.

What is your favorite holiday? Why?

My favorite holiday is MY BIRTHDAY because its my day and only i get gifts and everybody comes to my house to celebrate MY birthday. Its the only time of the year anyone in my family appreciates me.

Not including family,who has had the most impact on you?

No one besides my brother has had an impact on my life. Hes replaced my dad who left me and isn't around much except when he wants to be. Blake (my brother) has taught me right from wrong and growing up i watched his mistakes and i learned from them so i don't take the path Blake did and not have to be punished for it... i saw the disciplines and i did not want to be like that and cause more stress on my mom. So if it wasnt for my brother teaching me life skills i would on the wrong path already.. maybe a devil child, maybe a rebel or even a freak... but I'm not.. I'm ME ! 

Do you think the country would elect an ugly person.?

Honestly i do not think the country would elect an ugly president because honestly people are more focused on appearance then they are about political beliefs and what they can do for the country. Everybody judges everybody nowadays and its not fair to some people and to not vote for a president because whether their ugly or not is just ridiculous and not fair and could even put the country in danger. For example when everybody voted for Obama.. No body paid attention to what he was going to do for the country they were only focused on his color and the first black president.

Journal Entry #11

Today has been a pretty good day except just hearing about the rumor some girl started about me being pregnant.. some girl i don't even know started a rumor about me ..? that makes no sense that she would just start a rumor that's totally a lie because I've never even said boo to her before. Ive had people come up to me and my boyfriend asking if I'm pregnant. Or people went up to my boyfriend asking if he even knew, like it would be any of there business anyways, but I don't want to be known around the school for that. So my day was totally fine and dandy until i heard that i was pregnant from someone random who came up to me to ask how far along i am. Kinda rude if you ask me. I don't like deer valley for the people who are in it starting rumors that aren't even true! Ruined my day...

Journal Entry #10

Today has been an amazing day. For some reason i thought today was going to turn out to be a kinda crappy day because of my stomach pains and my horrible headache i woke up from but as soon as i got to my boyfriends this morning everything went away and everything has been going exactly right. No flaws except yesterday i had my boyfriends neighbor waiting outside of her house for me to walk by after the buses and started yelling at me for no reason, because I've never even talked to her before. but both me and my boyfriend are wondering if shes going to be out there again.. i guess its something to look forward to after school today hah because it was so funny and ridiculous yesterday!

Journal Entry #9 ( weekend review)

My weekend was a lot of fun Saturday morning I woke up to my grandparents knocking on our apartment door at 10 am.. not that early but i was really wanting to sleep in. I got up and started visiting with them because i haven't seen my grandpa in a real long time and hes sick so I'm trying to spend as much time with him while i can. After they left i got dropped off at my boyfriends but no one was there but his mom so i just hung out with her until him and his dad came home from work ( they work together in welding ). His sister Lyndsie came over and we all hung out and i ended up staying to night because my mom couldn't pick me up. I woke up the next morning to my mom picking me up to go help my brother move into our apartment..

TED #2

1). who gave the talk? :Garik Isrealian

2) .what was the subject and summary?: the subject was about spectroscopy and trying to figure out if spectroscopy can reveal alien life.
 
3). did you learn something from the talk?: yes i learned that lithium-6 cant be in sun-like stars and only in planets and asteroids.

4). did the talk make you think or change your mind? yeah it made me think if human species can ever figure out if there's alien life or not. What if aliens are too smart for us to ever find out the exist. makes me wonder why the government hides stuff from us because people are spending years and years trying to figure it out.

What do you think of dressing up to show school spirit?

I really don't care for dressing up for school spirit but i don't mind is they do the whole color shirts and stuff but the whole costumes and crazy hair day... i wont do.

Test #2

1) whats the purpose of the spot healing tool?
        -to blend colors together
2) If a tool is set at 0% opacity, what does that mean?
       -it will make no changes to the picture as you mark on it
6) If i could chose a tool similar to the magic erase tool, what would it be ?
       -magic wand
14) Give me feedback on the process of learning the tools.  Was there enough time?  Did you feel like you were able to learn the tools effectively?  Is there anything else that would help you more in the future.
      - yes there was enough time on learning the tools  and i learned them effectively.

Journal Entry #8

Today has been an okay day. Ive had a lot of stomach pains from my olsars and if they don't get better within the next week i need to go back and get a higher prescription and hopefully they get better from those because if they don't i have the get surgery and a scope down my throat... not to happy about they, a little stressed really. Ive been trying to not stress as much because that's what caused my olsars. But i'm not doing so well... Today needs to get better. I'm cranky and in a lot of pain

Journal Entry #7

This weekend i helped my boyfriends sister move from her apartment to her grandmas.In the act of doing so i broke my right ring finger and it hurt soo bad ! Then on Sunday i got my monroe pierced and it hurt so bad because they used a horse needle and took a chunk of skin out with it. Then i made an appointment to get my dermal done in my chest. Im so excited!!!

Whats your favorite place to eat?

My favorite place to eat would have to be my boyfriends house when his dad cooks dinner.. which is every night(:  His dad  used to be a cook at olive garden when he was 16,17 so his food is absolutely delicious and is perfect every time and its better than any restaurant  I've ever been to!!

Do you have any plans after highschool? what?

 Yes i have plans for after high school. Ive been thinking about moving to Colorado and going to college to be a registered nurse or a pharmacist.

Journal Entry #6

Today i get to go get my blood tested and they have to make many different tests. The other day i found out i had bleeding olsars and they want to make sure i haven't lost too much blood and they also want to check my blood pressure and if  there's anything in my blood that's making sick and making me not be able to eat. I have no appetite and haven't had one for months so I'm ready to actually love the smell of steak or love the taste of a salad. I am a little nervous about getting checked today but that's only because i don't know what the outcomes going to be. I am just glad that I'm finally going to get better

Journal Entry #5

These past  few days have been absolutely amazing. Nothing has gone wrong once just everything was on point and had an amazing outcome..On Saturday i went to my boyfriends cousins 1st birthday, and let me tell you she is the most gorgeous baby I've ever seen!!! we were there for a few hours and I got to meet more of his family and hangout with them. On Sunday we had my moms truck towed to her friends house to fix her transmission so we can give my grandmas car back to her. we had to drive from 11th ave and bell to 59th and bell to 112th ave and dunlap... with no AC!!! So it was really super hot but then when we got back home i started getting ready for my boyfriend to come over for our 4th month anniversary dinner i made for us. And it was only for us but then my brother and his girlfriend came over for a message from my mom(who's a message therapist) and they ended up eating over too which is cool i guess. Actually its really good because my brother and my boyfriend talked and stuff and hung out and were making jokes and my brother never talks to my guy friends .. especially my boyfriends !! But today is our 4 months and we are going to go to the mall so i can buy him some shirts.. which is a surprise for him.. But not one thing has gone wrong in the past few days!!! I ABSOLULTY LOVE TODAY!!!

Test #1

#1:what is the slice tool used for?   The slice tool is used to cut down the objector take it apart.

#5:describe what tolerance is used for? the tolerance tool is used for changing color on  your picture and you use it by

#8:how do you use the ruler and what is it used for.? you use the ruler by clicking it and clicking it on a certain point and taking it to another point to figure out how long something is. its used for keeping track of your pictures sizes and so you can stay in check with how your picture will look

#10:

#11: yes it was a fair test to our skills. The test wasn't that hard but it had me thinking a little bit which is good because we need to know what we know and what we don't know. When i was asked to learn the buttons on my own i didn't think much of it besides that i already knew all this stuff. I took graphic design freshman year and i remember how to do a lot of things still. My overall experience is that things are going to be getting harder but its still gonna be a lot of fun

Journal Entry #4

 Yesterday wasn't one of the best days ever but i finally got a huge block wall lifted off my shoulders. I sat here and stressed all day everyday what was wrong with my stomach internally thinking that i could have an allergy to certain foods or a flu or a type of sickness in my blood. But come to find out i have bleeding olsars, doctors think that i might have about 2 or 3 but we don't know for sure. For right now they prescribed me a medication to get rid of the bleeding olsars but if that doesnt work within the next 2-4 weeks then their going to prescribe a higher dosage of antibiotics and is that still doesn't work after another 2-4 weeks then they have to shove a scope down my throat to see my insides to find out what is causing my pain everyday and getting sick everytime i eat. So for the next 2 months its a waiting game , hoping these meds will get rid of them..

If i had to name one important thing in my life what would it be.

If i could name one thing most important to me other than family would be pictures, because without pictures you can never remember the good times. Well u can but with pictures you can see it better and remember the better time more better by just looking at the photographs

When you turn 18 will you vote ?

When i turn 18 i will vote because we dont want another bad president like obama and even though its just my one vote thats trying to make a  difference sometimes that one vote will count fro everything

Journal Entry #3

This weekend my mom and I finished buying silverware and plates for our house. We also finished putting together our house for now until we get the rest of our stuff to storage in Prescott. We cant get our things right now because my moms transmission went out in her truck and we need someone to fix it but haven't found anyone who wouldn't charge an arm and a leg.. But until then we are using my grandmas or my moms friends car. I love having out own place because its been at least 9 months since we have but right now it still kinda sucks because when I'm at home all I have to occupy me is a radio and homework and homework isnt interesting enough to keep me busy at home.

slideshow #1

what does the term "school pride" mean to you

The term school pride means to take pride in your school and participate in school organizations, clubs, or even sports. If you participate in school fundraisers and support them. Supporting your school in school events like school games or spirit week. Spirit week is the thing most people notice if u have school pride or not.

If I could change my experience at school what would I do?

If i could change my experience i would maybe let myself be more me and not worry about what others think or say.. Its not that i act fake or not myself , i just tend to be more quiet at self content at school.  I want to show all my teachers and classmates and friends how funny i really am and how cool and down to earth I am. At school ill keep to myself and not joke around a lot like i do when I'm at home or at  friends houses.

Journal Entry #2

Yesterday i talked to my dad who i haven't talked to for about 2 months. We talked and for the first time things weren't awkward between us and he invited me to go squirrel hunting with him sometime soon, just us two. No one from his other family or from mine or friends, just me and him only. That is exactly what i need from my dad... alone time together.. father daughter time.. just us(: You see when i used to go over to his house all the time we would shoot our bow and arrow, i stopped because he never bought me a new one for my strength. That was my favorite thing to do with my dad and he finally after 4 years of waiting for a new bow and arrow he finally asked me again. Things are starting to go uphill and everything is starting over new , ever since we've moved back to phoenix I've been trying to start my life over for the good because i started going down hill last year doing things i shouldn't. So ever since ive started over everything going perfect for me..!

Journal Entry #1

       For the past 9 months I have been living with family members and friends moving from one place to another. I failed classes last year and have a very stressful life dealing with financial problems. But as of tomorrow we will have our own place, our own beds and my own personal area. We are moving into a studio which means there are no bedrooms just a closet and a bathroom. I mean sounds kinda lame but honestly I'm to the point that this is amazing to me and I will take whatever my mom can afford. Just having my own bed is enough for me to ask for. Ive been living on my uncles couch for the past 4 1/2 months after moving from other peoples houses where I had to share a bed with my moms friends daughter. I am so ecstatic that were moving in tomorrow except for about a week or two..maybe three we wont have all of our stuff, we'll just have clothes and blankets but its so much better than sleeping in my uncles living room with my mom on his couch and me on a chair and stool. This will be the start of a new beginning for me and my mom and hopefully its for the best of both of us.

What are your career goals?

My career goals are to be a certified nurse.  I like helping people feel and get better whether they have the flu or a broken limb. When my mom passed out i freaked out for a few seconds but within 10 seconds i knew exactly what to do and did it right and calmly. Sometimes i wonder if i want to be a nurse or deliver babies. Either way i would be making good money and hours. Not only do i want to be a nurse because it makes good money but tis fun and would never get boring..which is why its my career choice. Its always busy, makes good money hourly and will never be a boring day. New patients everyday, new accidents and new problems that need to be fixed by me.. a nurse.

first collage.--> VOLLEYBALL

Volleyball is my passion<3

Do you like sports ? why or why not ?

 yes i love sports. I love watching and playing football and basketball. I love playing volleyball. I am very good at it and really want to get on to a team, but  i really don't have enough time anymore. i love sports because it keeps me active and busy and its fun too.

what should happen to parents that leave their children in thwe car on hot days.

I think parents need to be punished for leaving their children in a hot car by either getting their children taken away for abuse or go to jail for neglect. Its not fair to children to be left in a hot car to cook and sometimes even die. Parents who do those kind of things should not be parents because if they cant be responsible enough to remember or take their kid into a store then they shouldn't have kids.

What I Learned Yesterday

Yesterday I learned how to take three images and put them into one. I took two colored characters and put them into a black and white beach picture. I also learned how to re-size pictures and add a layer onto another one and another one. With that technique you can add another picture onto another and while picture one is on the bottom of picture two, you can erase picture two without erasing picture number one.

August 22,2011

yesterday was not that great of a day. i ended up getting crazy stomach cramps and had tons of homework so as soon as school ended my day was already down the drain. I had fun with one homework assignment though, i had to decorate a journal cover and author page, i loved it because i love being artistic and drawing and making things. which is one reason why i am in this class (MEDIA PROD). yesterday we learned how to put a person from one picture into another.. pretty simple but fun and interesting. i cant wait to learn more from this class and see what i really can do.

My Weekend!!(:

My weekend started as soon as i got out of school. I went straight to my boyfriends house with him and all of our friends King Steve,Gerber,Adam,Lola,and jimmy. At first there wasnt all that much to do until it hit later on in the evening so until then I went to my friend Alishas and went shopping with her and Rihanna. After we got back from tillys Alisha took me back to Mikeys(my boyfriend). From there we all went over to Jimmys and had a little kickback. Drama started kicking in so me,Mikey, and King Steve left back to Mikeys , coming back to nothing and noone home so we decided to throw our own party there. Saturday i had to work for Mikeys sister babysitting for her while she worked all day. Babysitting a 2 year old isnt as fun as i thought it would be, but at least i get paid for it. Sunday Mikey had work so i hung out wit his sister and mom all afternoon while he worked with his dad.

TED #1

Ken Robinson had pointed out that people are born artists and its not that we grow into being creative, its more like we grow out of being educated, or education is pushing us away from creativity. I remember when i was younger and being more creative and had more of an imagination but as i got older i lost my imagination faster and faster. I strongly believe that education took it all away from me because they wanted us to write about more realistic things than imaginative papers. I think education should have more creative skills included for students so we dont lose our creativity , because with that we could go really far career wise or any other way. More kids would pursue their dreams.

Thursday August 19,2011..

Today was like any other day, I go to my boyfriends everyday and hang with him and all our friends. There are usually 5 of us in my boyfriend Mikey's room but sometimes it varies. As of right now I'm living with my uncle and I'm really not that comfortable going there right after school for the rest of the day. Its bad enough i sleep on his couch, i don't need to go to his house and invade his home and eat all his food so instead I do that to Mikey and his family. I guess you could say I live there until we move into our own place which wont be until the first of September, if they even approve us so its still not official. As of right now I don't or cant do much until we get our own place, so all it is is a waiting game and a count down for me. Everyday is like the last one before it and the one before that one. Yesterday was an okay day for me. My internet got shut off yesterday so that became a zero for all my class assignments due today. I wish things at home could go more smoothly than they have been but I'm already down a very rocky road so it'll take awhile to get back to that smooth road i was on in the beginning. Things take time and i have patience but I'm only 16 and some things are too hard for me to handle and coop with at this age.

the life of Melody

My name is Melody Bean, I am 16 and a junior at Deer Valley High School. I grew up with seven brothers and no sisters. I guess you could say Ive been driving down a very bumpy road my whole life , but i learn more after every mistake or problem Ive gotten myself into. Having seven brothers growing up is the most difficult thing I think a girl can go threw. I never got away with anything, learned how to fight by all of them gaining up on me when least expecting it, i took the fall for them every time and still do till this day but most importantly i learned about respect and responsibility. I don't think i would be the person i am today if it wasn't for them. My parents are divorced which also never made my life easy. I hate when divorced parents put there kids in the middle of everything they argue about saying were the reason why their arguing about that one thing because its to benefit us in the end, but in reality its to benefit one of them. After awhile things can become ridiculous and they are to selfish to realize it. I am the last one out of all my moms kids to move out but the first to go to college. Knowing I am going to be the first in my family to go to college motivates me more to wanting to go, because of right now its like a ticking time bomb for my family.. just waiting for the last Bean child to drop out and make my life a reck just like everyone else. With everyone underestimating me all the time makes me work harder to prove them wrong.