If you had the choice between a comfortable job or a challenging job, which would you choose if the pay was the same?

If i had the choice between a comfortable job or a challenging one with the same pay i would probably go for the more challenging job because its something that's always going to test your skills and make everyday worth learning for. yes comfortable job are important because you want to be comfortable in your environment  but if its too easy for you and u never are learning anything it will get boring. u want something that takes skill and thinking

What kind of car do you want to have when you get older?

The kinds of car i want is a 1966 nova.. I like the older types of cars.. there super SEXY and sound really nice

If you knew today was your last day to live what would you do?

if i knew today was my last day to live i would make sure to be around all the people i love for the last moments of my life and i would definitely make every minute count.

What career would you choose if money wasnt a necessity?

i would choose to be a pharmacist . i choose that because its something i want to do.

What is one of your memories from elementary school.?

One of my most memorable memories from elementary school was when i got bit by a Dalmatian in the third grade. It was a complete accident and what had happened was that i bent down to give him a hug and he was sleeping and he was startled because i didn't know he was sleeping and he bit my cheek off. I have a scar from it on my left cheek.

Journal Entry #28

i have not been good lately. me and my boyfriend have been fighting alot and im really starting to realize how all guys are the same and stubborn and just wanna do things there way and there very bad at expressing their feelings.

TED #6

1). Who gave the talk? What does the person do?
            -- Oliver Sacks and he is a doctor.


2). Summarize the talk.
            -- Hes talking about how the brain can send images to the eye that aren't even really there is front of us, even a blind person can hallucinate and see any types of things and many different times is will just come and go with no control of the human brain. It can be shapes,colors,people,figures,faces,movement of the people in your hallucination.


3). Did the talk change the way you thought? Did you learn something new? What?
          -- Yea the talk did change the way i thought because i thought you can only hallucinate when on drugs or if your overly hungry or thirsty but i guess your brain can hallucinate in a just everyday life to where even blind people can SEE pictures and people and figments.

Journal Entry #27

Yesterday i went to my boyfriends house alone because he had gotten checked out early to go get his permit (which he never ended up getting it because he lost his birth certificate) then he ended up coming an hour later. we then started to finish building our shed thing in the backyard.. it was a lot of fun.

What do you think people do when they retire?

When people retire i think they make sure of course to have any and all of their tasks done. some people take vacations or work from home.

What role do you think the next Presidential election will have in shaping our country?

I think the next Presidential election will have a good effect in our country. its going to have an effect of the worlds economy.

What is the farthest you've been away from home? how long were you there for?

The farthest I've been from home was England and i was there for a month and a half. I went there to visit my grandparents and some other friends and family. It was also my first time ever riding a plane and i rode it for 12 hours the first time and 9 hours the second time. those are both including delays. at least an hour each. it was really cool and very very beautiful

Tell me about one of your closest relatives.

One of my closest relatives would have to be my Brother Blake. Hes not the only brother i have but is the oldest out of the 6 of them. There's Blake, Jesse, Justin, Johnny, Nick, Me and Kyle.(It goes from oldest to youngest). Since Blake is the oldest he ended up being there for me more than all of them. When my mom wasn't there when i needed her Blake would be there to take care of me and make sure i was bathed and fed everyday before bed and made sure i was up the next morning for school. Hes always wanted to best for me and wants me to learn from his mistakes and see what he has to struggle with and hope i understand how hard it is and its definitely not worth it. Hes seen me at my worst and make really dumb decisions and trust me since my Dad wasn't around at all my whole life my brother also stepped in for him and would discipline me when needed. So not only has he been a care taker to me hes also been my best friend through it all. My hero would have to be Blake

What are you going to do to improve yourself as a student this semester?

To improve myself this semester I am going to try to make more positive and life improving decisions.. I am going to try to work harder as an individual and do my work more than just sit there and withhold conversations.

What are some of your goals for the new year?

some of my goals would to be find a job and become more happier and go down the right path.. ever since i moved and started becoming more and more poor i started going down the wrong paths with drugs and partying and just not giving a care of the world. this year i want to be different and do good for myself.

Winter Break

My winter break was a little boring and very long. I thought i was gonna have a good break and hang with my boyfriend and friends but he didnt really want to hangout that much because his "childhood" friend was there. then i couldnt hangout with friends because i got grounded for my ATTITUDE apparently..? I also went to tons of doctors of visits to try and figure out whats wrong with my stomach..still..and yet i was just being poked and prodded for them to just keep taking educated guesses .. which are clearly not helping. Hoping for the best this year.. i want more of a positive attitude.. i want me and my boyfriend to get along more.. i want a job.. i want doctors to find out whats wrong with me.