Winter Break

My winter break was a little boring and very long. I thought i was gonna have a good break and hang with my boyfriend and friends but he didnt really want to hangout that much because his "childhood" friend was there. then i couldnt hangout with friends because i got grounded for my ATTITUDE apparently..? I also went to tons of doctors of visits to try and figure out whats wrong with my stomach..still..and yet i was just being poked and prodded for them to just keep taking educated guesses .. which are clearly not helping. Hoping for the best this year.. i want more of a positive attitude.. i want me and my boyfriend to get along more.. i want a job.. i want doctors to find out whats wrong with me.